Ohhai.

Uhm, I figured I might as well actually start blogging. You know.. why not? Lol.

Anyway. I'm supposed to be fasting, but I can't get out of eating dinner tonight.
What I'm having for dinner:
1 veggie sausage (140)
A few pieces of brocolli (1-50)
Rice (? will find out soon)

Anyway.
So, starting tomorrow, if my calorie deficit (how many I burn) is at least 1100 a day, I should be at my goal weight, or lower, before Christmas, which is when I'd like to be down. It's pretty much an estimate, since I don't know my exact weight atm, but I really am happy about that.
I burn anywhere from 1500-2000 calories everyday so if I eat somewhere in the low hundreds and exercise even more I should lose more. I just have to count exactly what I consume, exactly what I burn, and everything.. it'll be hard, but I can do it.
Uhm. My BMR is around 1200, sometimes more and sometimes less, so, yeah. I could have a 100 cal day and not do any extra exercise xD Lol. But that would be impossible, cause even sleeping burns calories.

So, I'm pretty excited. I'll be logging everything, and not eating anything I don't know the calorie amount of, except for days I dont eat anything else or extremely exercise and extremely restrict the next day--- for example, if I have to go eat with the family at a restaurant.

SO, yeah. Eathan (yeah, I nicknamed EDNOS.. i kind of fail) has me down with tight ropes, but if I get around 3/4ths to my goal weight, I'll technically be anorexic. Uhm, yeah.

This really doesn't seem that hard, since sleeping actually can burn a shit load of calories and even just walking for 30 minutes, or something.

Wish me luck. xx

I'm living with Eathan (nickname for EDNOS) and Ana.

Uhm, hi.

Technically, I'm EDNOS. Soon enough, I'll be officially anorexic.

I'd rather not share too much personal information. But I will update this as much as possible.

I'm on the ABC diet. I'm pro-ana, deal with it.

I might put my writing here. Maybe my intake. maybe some thinspo.

I love Eathan and Ana, so don't dare give me shit about them.

You might get to know me, you might not. I doubt anyone I know really knows me, truth be told.

I'm starting day 3 of the ABC diet tomorrow. I might fast, I might just not eat until dinner (have to eat with my parents). I don't know.

xx